Monday, June 21, 2010

The Friend I Once Had

My heart is now filled with hatred.

I no longer recognize the face I see whenever I look in the mirror.

Raft3r is gone.

I’ll never be the same again.

51 comments:

prinsesamusang said...

what is wrong my boy?

remember...

character formation sucks.

welcome to the club.

Raft3r said...

prinsesamusang, Kasalanan ito ng magnanakaw ko!

gillboard said...

you'll get over it soon... understandable naman yan.

chill lang, nahuli na yung carnapper, and you got junjun back.

everything will be okay.

Raft3r said...

gillboard, Ewan ko lang.

Jerick said...

c'mon kuya. you can't let that bug you like forever.

Raft3r said...

jerick, 6 months pwede?

Wendy said...

You must not let hatred and anger consume you Raft3r. And you must not let Junjun, este the carnapper pala, have that much power over you and your life. Try to regain control of yourself.

You've been given a lot of good things in life. Maybe you should focus on those more instead of regularly thinking of ways to torture your magnanakaw. I'm sure his present and future inmates will take care of that.

-- your new shrink :)

Raft3r said...

wendy, How much are you charging doc?

the donG said...

lagot. relax muna raft3r.

Wendy said...

Will bill you in case my advice works. Presyong friends kasi ikaw una kong pasyente.

pusang kalye said...

don't let it get you. ikaw ang kawawa. ikaw ang talo. feel the hatred at namnamin mo kung kailangan--it's a process you need to go through, but just like any other emotion, you need to set limits, you need to give it a deadline. or else, you will self-destruct. kaya mo yan!!!

Raft3r said...

the dong, I feel relaxed pag naiisip ko ang magnanakaw ko.

wendy, Naku. Good luck na lang sayo kung kayanin mo ko. Hehe

pulsang kalye, I like the new me.

atticus said...

raft3r, cool ka lang. there's nothing wrong with you. it's a phase. lilipas din ang galit mo. at nakakagalit naman talaga. huwag ka nang umasa na makikita ng mag-nanay na iyan ang panig mo. malabo iyon. kaya nga sila magnanakaw, di nila nakikita ang tama at mali.

Raft3r said...

atticus, Iba ka talaga magpayo. Tagos sa buto! Hehe

pete said...

tao ka din pala
hehehe

Raft3r said...

pete, Yes. May pakiramdam din ako. Hehe

fiel-kun said...

Anung meron?

Aww... emo mode?

XD

Raft3r said...

fiel-kun, Tao pala ako. I have emotions. Hehe

Anonymous said...

Chill Raft3r! Everything will be OK!
-charlie

Raft3r said...

charlie, Thanks. Pagod nako. Hehe

hoshi said...

naku eddie mami-miss kita kung ganoon.

sige ito na lang pagbati ko

advance i miss you raft3r! saan man naroon ang iyong sarili sana'y magbalik ka rin.
hirit gary!

gary v: Kay tagal mo nang nawala
At babalik ka rin
Babalik ka rin
[Repeat]

Teach me to trust in you with all of my heart
To lean not on my own understanding
'Cause I just forget
You won't give me what I can't bear
Take me out of the dark, my Lord
I don't wanna be there
ooh,ooh,wooh

Raft3r said...

hoshi, Awitan talaga ako? Hehe

prinsesamusang said...

you are a man, my boy. perfectly capable of anger, hate, and vengeance. or you can rearrange them in another order that will make you feel better.

Hipchick said...

hoist!... kung hindi ka na si Raft3r sino ka na ngayon?...
alam mo mawawala din yang galit na yan when justice is served. hehe!... sana makulong na yang magnanakaw na yan!....

nga pala, sabi mo dadaan ka hindi ka naman dumaan... hehe!

Raft3r said...

prinsesamusang, I don't like feeling vulnerable.

hipchick, Wala pa nga akong bagong alias eh. Hehe

JR said...

Shit happens all the time.

Raft3r said...

jr, Mas madalas yata sakin! Hehe

ahmer said...

when emotion hits you : P

Raft3r said...

ahmer, Hits you bad? Hehe

raye said...

mawalan ng cool, talo...

chill lang. whatever happens, u got ur car back.. and just make sure that whoever's responsible will pay...

if not, there's still good ol' karma.. :)

Raft3r said...

raye, Ang tagal kasi ng usad eh.

pete said...

lilipas din yan

Raft3r said...

pete, Sana nga. Sana nga.

Anonymous said...

Nangyayari talaga yan. Don't feel too bad about yourself.

Raft3r said...

anonymous, Feel bad? No way. I love the new me!

prinsesamusang said...

you don't have to feel vulnerable. it is about making the other person vulnerable.

Raft3r said...

prinsesamusang, Given na yon! natatakot na yon. Sobra.

orville said...

good day.. relax lang.. inom ng mlamig na tubig para mawala init ng ulo mo..

Raft3r said...

orville, Nyahaha. Noted.

Anonymous said...

understandable yan
tuwing napapadalaw ka nga sa office
ramdam namin galit mo e
hahaha

Raft3r said...

anonymous, Hehe. Sino ka?

Fine Life Folk said...

may nagtext. sabi ng carnapper pa-blood test an hour bago kayo magtuos. seriously, this is just a phase of your lifetime. you grow more mature by the minute. sana nga lang wag mag-reflect sa hair strands and skin.

Raft3r said...

fine life folk, Hehe. I don't care much about my looks kaya oks lang.

Anonymous said...

Isipin mo na lang may kapalit lahat yan. Hirap gawin pero dapat. Hala ka dadami puting buhok mo. /TM

Raft3r said...

TM, Noted. Pero tama ka. Mahirap gawin. Hehe

Andy B. said...

Dulot yan ng stress with dealing with crappy police men, hehe. Maski siguro ako mahahighblood sa kanila.

PS: Ang dami ko ng uban. Premature aging na ito, hehe

Raft3r said...

andy b, Nyahaha. Do you dye your hair ba? Hehe

eden said...

relax ka lang dyan, junjun is back safe and sound at nahuli na ang carnapper.

Raft3r said...

eden, He is now out on bail at si Junjun ay nasa police custody pa.

len said...

whatever it is, feel it and then let it go. ;p

Raft3r said...

len, Ok nako! Hehe