Saturday, July 23, 2011

I'm Ready

A recent medical scare got me to thinking about death.

I have always been an optimist. But this time, I wanted to look at the worst case scenario.

In case the lumps found on my neck would turn out to be fatal, I was ready to accept my fate.

I was ready to die.

I felt I have accomplished something during my lifetime.

I have been everywhere. (Although, I still wanna go to Europe and visit friends in Australia. But I digress.)

I do not have a family of my own. I have no kids (that I know of). Therefore, I need not worry that they will be fatherless.

So if worst comes to worst, Raft3r is ready.

Besides, death extinguishes debt.

45 comments:

Baby Francine said...

Crazy!

Raft3r said...

baby francine, Nyahaha!

pete said...

sira ka talaga

Raft3r said...

pete, Nyahaha. Thank you, thank you.

gillboard said...

masasamang damo mahaba ang buhay. :P

Raft3r said...

gillboard, Kaya matagal pa ang buhay mo! Nyahaha

Wendy said...

Love the last line. Hehe. But I envy you for being ready. At least you could say that. I'm sure not a lot of us can do the same.

And I hope the lumps are just that - a scare. Bakit naman kasi mga gwapo pa tinutubuan nyan. Ha-ha-ha.

Raft3r said...

wendy, Nyahaha. Love your last line, too. Hehe

yummy friend said...

diosmio, swollen lymph node lang, kamatayan na kaagad. ;) isipin mo na kung kanino mo papamana yung mga bluray mo, hehe.

Raft3r said...

yummy friend, I will take them to my grave. Nyahaha

Raye said...

advanced ka naman mashado mag isip.
raging hormones lang yan kaya may na-detect na lump... ehehehe

Raft3r said...

raye, Dalawa sya. Hehe

brando said...

sira ulo ka talaga oo

Raft3r said...

brando, Thanks for the complement. Hehe

Visual Velocity said...

May ganyan rin ako before. Yung lymph nodes ba yung namamaga? Baka may infection ka somewhere. Just guessing.

Raft3r said...

visual velocity, Infection nga daw. I was all worked up for nothing. Hehe

Anonymous said...

Nakakaloka

Raft3r said...

anonymous, Nyahaha. Hindi nakakaloko?

hoshi said...

sana hindi totoo
sana hindi malala
sana nagbibiro ka lang
pero... wala akong magagawa kundi maghanap na lang ng kapalit mong blogger na mapagtitripan ko este trip ko...tingin ko naman napakadali. siguro wala pang one hour (grace period). hehehe

Raft3r said...

hoshi, Madaling pala akong palitan? Iyak nako. Hehe

Anonymous said...

sira..
wala yan.. but I'll pray for you friend, wala yan.. ;)
-charlie mama

Raft3r said...

charlie mama, Thank you. Parang ang bait mo ngayon, ha? Hehe

JayR said...

naisip mo lahat yon?

Raft3r said...

jayr, Oo. Praning, eh. Hehe

Jerick said...

kamusta na pala si lump? txt me kuya =)

Raft3r said...

jerick, They're still there. Hehe

eden said...

infection lang pala at ang dami mo ng iniisip...hehehe

Raft3r said...

eden, I know. Hehe

Anonymous said...

hahaha
utang talaga

Raft3r said...

anonymous, Nyahaha. Bakit naman hindi? Hehe

Beth said...

Bka naman me sipon ka lang then swollen lymph nodes lang yan? Nagpaconsult ka na uli or had second or third opinions? Anyway, natawa ako sa sinabi mo about you having no children (that you know of). Hehehe. Pde kasing meron pala e di ba? :)

nyway, take care and pacheck up ka uli. Para me peace of mind ka na, para you don't worry a lot :D

Raft3r said...

beth, Thanks. Tapos nako mag-worry. Hehe

dong ho said...

importante ang magiging handa. ako kahit papaano handa na rin. death extinguishes debt! hahaha...

Raft3r said...

dong ho, Dapat talaga boy scout. Laging handa. Hehe

Charles said...

it's the scare that's going to cost you the fast tracked countdown, raf. to be realistic, you've arranged already your memorial plan, right? nothing wrong with it. we don't want to burden our folks once we're done here.

Raft3r said...

charles, Hehe. That's true.

ellen said...

kamusta ka na? hope yun lumps mo are nothing serious.

Raft3r said...

ellen, Hehe. I'm good. Thank you.

Anonymous said...

pati tuloy ako panay ang kapa ko na sa leeg ko

Raft3r said...

anonymous, Nyahaha. Maigi yan. Lump Awareness Month na! Hehe

sharleen said...

whats the diagnosis

Raft3r said...

sharleen, Walang challenge man lang. Infected lymph nodes. Hehe

len said...

You totally okay now?

len said...

You totally okay now?

Raft3r said...

len, I'm alive! Hehe