Thursday, December 6, 2018

Letter To Me

I’m 42 and I still don’t have a clue.
I don’t have a goal.
I don’t even have a motto in life.
I really don’t.
I can’t say that I’m lost, though.
I got enough money stashed somewhere.
I have a job that I don’t hate.
I travel around the world.
I don’t feel empty.
But I don’t know why I’m here.
Do I have a purpose?
What motivates me?
I am at my happiest now.
Yet somehow I feel undeserving.
A woman, I met, changed me.
In a lot of ways, she changed me.
She changed my life.
I may not know a lot about stuff.
But I do know that I am appreciative.
I am grateful for life.
I am grateful to be alive.
I am grateful to her.
Still I wonder.
Do I deserve happiness?
Do I deserve her?

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Opkors you deserve it! - Sam

Raft3r said...

sam Thank you, crush!

baby francine said...

wow
arte
lol

Anonymous said...

Drama.

Anonymous said...

So 44 years old ka na?

Raft3r said...

baby francine, Times have changed. Hahaha

anonymous, Nakikiuso lang. Bawal? Hehe

anonymous, Opo. Ikaw? Hehe